In a the span of a few months, I became a widow and solo parent to my daughter Sydney, I left my full time job, I became a full time life coach (with 1 client), and a basket case. I was now working from home by myself, alone, solo and independent. Initially it felt really, really scary and only got worse. I was lonely, frustrated, overwhelmed and scared, but I put on the face of competence to those around me. I was disorganized, I had no plan, I kind of knew what direction I wanted to go in, struggled with prioritizing and following through to do what it takes to make it work as an entrepreneur and solo Mom. I took many courses online and in person trying to fill up this fear. I was failing. I didn’t want to be the grumpy never seen Mommy. I realize that wasn’t the life I wanted to live any longer.